Champagne Pink

As I use what little time I have now to reflect and write, I wonder what it would have been like to never have met you. The question of going back and changing the past always presents a can of worms; I guess I wouldn’t know what I’d be missing out on. But, I thinkContinue reading “Champagne Pink”

To the one who has kept me warm

To the one who has kept me warm, You have lent me your coat more than once. The time first was after the wedding we had attended a couple of years ago – when we sat by the beach on the Central Coast with a bunch of other people, eating fish and chips for lunch.Continue reading “To the one who has kept me warm”

To the one who pushes me forward

To the one who pushes me forward, I always enjoy it when you message me. Why? Well, because I know you’re inviting me out somewhere and you know I love making plans – even more so when they’re spontaneous. There is something about last-minute plans that just seem so genuine and fun. Perhaps this particularContinue reading “To the one who pushes me forward”

To the boy looking for a fight

To the boy looking for a fight, how did this all start? I’m a little confused, because I remember my first impression of you – I didn’t think much. Ok, banter aside, I was really encouraged by your testimony. It was a perspective that I hadn’t really heard before, so it was interesting to learnContinue reading “To the boy looking for a fight”

Tomorrow I shall write something new

Hey my love, I buried you a month or two ago I keep thinking that you’re standing on my floor That you’re waiting there for me Tomorrow I shall write something new. I feel like I am still standing on Maroubra beach watching the sunrise – still thinking about life, but also nothing in particular,Continue reading “Tomorrow I shall write something new”

Tomorrow I will find myself busy

Tomorrow I will find myself busy for the first time in a long time. I will be out and about and do crazy things all within reason, of course. Just thinking about the day gets me excited! I will endure pain to make myself a little prettier and go out with an old friend. WeContinue reading “Tomorrow I will find myself busy”

Tomorrow I want to wake up to a new dream

Tomorrow I want to wake up to a new dream. It’s as if my head has the same dream stuck on repeat; it ends the same way but it always happens in different places. I have my arm wrapped around yours and we walk laughing along the Seine in Paris and at other beautiful places.Continue reading “Tomorrow I want to wake up to a new dream”

Tomorrow I will lead a bible study

Tomorrow I will lead a bible study for the kids at Cessnock Alive! I will admit that I’m a little nervous because it is the first one I’ve ever written up. From the start, we decided on creating a program that’s meant to challenge the kids. And after lots of time mulling over you, aContinue reading “Tomorrow I will lead a bible study”

Tomorrow I hope to see you again

Tomorrow I hope to see you again. I feel like this is how I am – I am always longing for your company. A couple of hours with you is never enough. I always find myself wanting to tell you many things, but only managing to muster a few words of hyper-condensed sentences that skipsContinue reading “Tomorrow I hope to see you again”