To the one who pushes me forward

To the one who pushes me forward, I always enjoy it when you message me. Why? Well, because I know you’re inviting me out somewhere and you know I love making plans – even more so when they’re spontaneous. There is something about last-minute plans that just seem so genuine and fun. Perhaps this particularContinue reading “To the one who pushes me forward”

To the boy looking for a fight

To the boy looking for a fight, how did this all start? I’m a little confused, because I remember my first impression of you – I didn’t think much. Ok, banter aside, I was really encouraged by your testimony. It was a perspective that I hadn’t really heard before, so it was interesting to learnContinue reading “To the boy looking for a fight”

Tomorrow I shall write something new

Hey my love, I buried you a month or two ago I keep thinking that you’re standing on my floor That you’re waiting there for me Tomorrow I shall write something new. I feel like I am still standing on Maroubra beach watching the sunrise – still thinking about life, but also nothing in particular,Continue reading “Tomorrow I shall write something new”

Tomorrow I will find myself busy

Tomorrow I will find myself busy for the first time in a long time. I will be out and about and do crazy things all within reason, of course. Just thinking about the day gets me excited! I will endure pain to make myself a little prettier and go out with an old friend. WeContinue reading “Tomorrow I will find myself busy”

Tomorrow I want to wake up to a new dream

Tomorrow I want to wake up to a new dream. It’s as if my head has the same dream stuck on repeat; it ends the same way but it always happens in different places. I have my arm wrapped around yours and we walk laughing along the Seine in Paris and at other beautiful places.Continue reading “Tomorrow I want to wake up to a new dream”

Tomorrow I will lead a bible study

Tomorrow I will lead a bible study for the kids at Cessnock Alive! I will admit that I’m a little nervous because it is the first one I’ve ever written up. From the start, we decided on creating a program that’s meant to challenge the kids. And after lots of time mulling over you, aContinue reading “Tomorrow I will lead a bible study”

Tomorrow I hope to see you again

Tomorrow I hope to see you again. I feel like this is how I am – I am always longing for your company. A couple of hours with you is never enough. I always find myself wanting to tell you many things, but only managing to muster a few words of hyper-condensed sentences that skipsContinue reading “Tomorrow I hope to see you again”

To the boy I had loved before

I hope this letter finds you well. I don’t mean to open old wounds, and I’m not sure whether this is appropriate. I feel like the conversation we had on the train ride home was somewhat cut short and I was happy to leave it there, but maybe it was because I buried it underContinue reading “To the boy I had loved before”